Definition of "unbenevolent"

I would like to know if there are any true moralists who would like to correspond with someone who just instinctively feels there's something wrong somewhere in this unbenevolent world and wants to save it by culminating love and eradicating the captive emotions of the self (Ego).

1986 April 26, Tony Marcus Antuan Haywood, “Personal advertisement”, in Gay Community News, page 18